try to spark a fire through my darkest cloudy days
but i have burned right through myself
and only ash remains
knees are quaking; shaking now and i am not the same
things should have gone so differently
but i’m the one to blame
trembling blade cuts deep into my flesh and crimson slime
if i keep digging deeper then
i’ll be with you in time
the hole is growing wider now to finally suck me in
i learned to love the dying light
my love is not a sin
scream into me the hatred for everything i am
through tragedy i have been made
the lion not the lamb
misery epiphany has no triumph to lend
so i will suffer silently
and wait to meet the end