crashing waves consume me
filling me with urgent sea
unforgiving, roaring
drowning my emergent plea
listless and comforting
dislocate reality
tenderly helps me see
her secret serenity
lose myself to set me free
to bask in her tranquility
icy and embracing
feel the void is surrounding
coldly and completely
drags me back to infancy
eyes that close so peacefully
open to mortality
mother breathes life into me
as mother sucks breath outwardly