i raise the blade
to cut my eyes
my sight decayed
to visualize
the loving hate
that you devised
this tainted fate
my only prize
a piece of me
hits the floor
i can’t do more
you’re not worth dying for
as time goes on
i realize
how you’ve become
what i despise
my hope foregone
from all the lies
which whereupon
you built this guise
a piece of meat
nothing more
it’s all you are
you’re such a dirty whore